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you hate englans
burn in hell
burn in hell
April 28, 2008 |
JONNY
JONNY
JONNY, shut up! I'm not in the mood
April 28, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
too late
April 28, 2008 |
JONNY
JONNY
Aww i yust to love that program
Or what is the other one
I dont remember i havnt watched cartoons much recently
Except for dexters lab *chuckles*
And honestly JONNY, for the most part, England is a shit hole. K? Now go smoke something and rant about other religions.
Good boy.
And Hilmar
*BITCH SLAP*
Exsesive drinking for 2 weeks won't help. Isnt helping her.
And sorry, coudnt find that rum when i finally got the chance to look.
And talk abit more. Why is your relationship ruined?
Why cant you get in touch with these people?
:)
Or what is the other one
I dont remember i havnt watched cartoons much recently
Except for dexters lab *chuckles*
And honestly JONNY, for the most part, England is a shit hole. K? Now go smoke something and rant about other religions.
Good boy.
And Hilmar
*BITCH SLAP*
Exsesive drinking for 2 weeks won't help. Isnt helping her.
And sorry, coudnt find that rum when i finally got the chance to look.
And talk abit more. Why is your relationship ruined?
Why cant you get in touch with these people?
:)
April 28, 2008 |
R.B.
R.B.
Must u get drunk fr two weeks or so? But wat really did happen lol?
How cum u can't get in touch with them?
How long were u there anyhow?
How cum u can't get in touch with them?
How long were u there anyhow?
April 29, 2008 |
Daytime2Dead
Daytime2Dead
Cuz I don't have theyr addys... They have mine. I wrote it on their arms on the party.
Not going exesive drinking...
Just... ummm... a weee bit drunk every night to pass time by :P
Not going exesive drinking...
Just... ummm... a weee bit drunk every night to pass time by :P
April 29, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
OK. so here's the story:
She quit smoking for me (cute, ain't it?)
10 weeks ago.
The whole week we were in england, she smoked... for no reason at all...
Every fucking ciggarette she took broke my heart.
Smoking's part of what killed my mum...
So I felt let down...
She went all "fuck you" in a totally carefree tone everytime I mentioned it.
But somehow, she must have realized that I REALLY hated it... cuz she promised on saturday night to not have a single fag during the evening.
then we went to a party...
I left her for 5 fucking minutes, and I found her with one cigg in each hand, puffing on a MARIJUHANAJOINT of someone else!
I took the arm that held the joint away from her face, and shouted to Helene "What the fuck are you doing?!" and went all "Breathe it out! NOW" and she stood there with a smile, being REALLY happy to smoke FUCKING NARCOTICS!
And she blew it out in my face!
Just for that, I should have never talked to her again, but dumb me just had to forgive her, and so I did and we partied on...
Later, I found her smoking again (If you didn't get the meaning of the promise: She SWORE on OUR RELATIONSHIP to NOT smoke... that means: ONE fag, and she's dumping me)
And I also found that she had STOLEN ciggarettes from my stepdad...
She was so eager to DUMP me, she made herself a thief for it!
That pack was halfway emptied... there was 11 left, meaning she'd had 9 of'em.
I took the pack back, and put it in my pocket...
Later on she went fishing in my pocket... I just let her, since I knew that when drinking, she allways gets horny, so I just hoped she didn't go for the fags...
BUT SHE DID!
And when I took'em back, she held onto that pack harder than she EVER held around me!
She's so weak she can't even carry her own luggage à la 10 kilos... yet when holding that pack, I SERIOUSLY had to struggle and use brute force when pulling...
And each time I reminded her of the promise, she went all "well, fuck you" in the same carefree tone, and said "Go fuck yourself" as if she honestly wasn't bothered to say something like that to her boyfriend...
Later on, we used this guy Steve, to communicate...
He came asking why I dumped her, and I explained to him the promise, and saying thus she dumped me, and he went and said that to her and she just said that "No, I didn't dump him" (AS IF!)
She dumped me the second she took a fag in her mouth!
But at the airplane, she almost started to cry... regretting, promising to never have one more cigg in her life, wanting me back etc. etc. etc. ...
So I got back together with her due to pity...
But dumping me the way she did... wich by the way was WAY harsher than Tale did, She killed all my emotions for her...
I tested something last night...
I though of the first time I met one of my earlier crushes... and I felt a flame burning in my stomach...
Like, whoa!
Then I thought of when me and Helene got together, or when I fell in love with her, and so on...
I felt nothing...
I can't say "I love you" to her, coz I don't anymore...
I got back together with her, to find out that was a HUGE mistake!
So what do I do?
I haven't got the heart to dump her...
It'll be like: I dump her, she starts crying, I feel sorry for her, we go back together...
She quit smoking for me (cute, ain't it?)
10 weeks ago.
The whole week we were in england, she smoked... for no reason at all...
Every fucking ciggarette she took broke my heart.
Smoking's part of what killed my mum...
So I felt let down...
She went all "fuck you" in a totally carefree tone everytime I mentioned it.
But somehow, she must have realized that I REALLY hated it... cuz she promised on saturday night to not have a single fag during the evening.
then we went to a party...
I left her for 5 fucking minutes, and I found her with one cigg in each hand, puffing on a MARIJUHANAJOINT of someone else!
I took the arm that held the joint away from her face, and shouted to Helene "What the fuck are you doing?!" and went all "Breathe it out! NOW" and she stood there with a smile, being REALLY happy to smoke FUCKING NARCOTICS!
And she blew it out in my face!
Just for that, I should have never talked to her again, but dumb me just had to forgive her, and so I did and we partied on...
Later, I found her smoking again (If you didn't get the meaning of the promise: She SWORE on OUR RELATIONSHIP to NOT smoke... that means: ONE fag, and she's dumping me)
And I also found that she had STOLEN ciggarettes from my stepdad...
She was so eager to DUMP me, she made herself a thief for it!
That pack was halfway emptied... there was 11 left, meaning she'd had 9 of'em.
I took the pack back, and put it in my pocket...
Later on she went fishing in my pocket... I just let her, since I knew that when drinking, she allways gets horny, so I just hoped she didn't go for the fags...
BUT SHE DID!
And when I took'em back, she held onto that pack harder than she EVER held around me!
She's so weak she can't even carry her own luggage à la 10 kilos... yet when holding that pack, I SERIOUSLY had to struggle and use brute force when pulling...
And each time I reminded her of the promise, she went all "well, fuck you" in the same carefree tone, and said "Go fuck yourself" as if she honestly wasn't bothered to say something like that to her boyfriend...
Later on, we used this guy Steve, to communicate...
He came asking why I dumped her, and I explained to him the promise, and saying thus she dumped me, and he went and said that to her and she just said that "No, I didn't dump him" (AS IF!)
She dumped me the second she took a fag in her mouth!
But at the airplane, she almost started to cry... regretting, promising to never have one more cigg in her life, wanting me back etc. etc. etc. ...
So I got back together with her due to pity...
But dumping me the way she did... wich by the way was WAY harsher than Tale did, She killed all my emotions for her...
I tested something last night...
I though of the first time I met one of my earlier crushes... and I felt a flame burning in my stomach...
Like, whoa!
Then I thought of when me and Helene got together, or when I fell in love with her, and so on...
I felt nothing...
I can't say "I love you" to her, coz I don't anymore...
I got back together with her, to find out that was a HUGE mistake!
So what do I do?
I haven't got the heart to dump her...
It'll be like: I dump her, she starts crying, I feel sorry for her, we go back together...
April 29, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
you should dump her.
she's just manipulating you.
lol, you could get together wiv me sis XD
she's just manipulating you.
lol, you could get together wiv me sis XD
April 29, 2008 |
Raven
Raven
I just told you I haven't got the guts...
Though your sis is hot :P
Though your sis is hot :P
April 29, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
well you need to get some guts, and fast.
April 29, 2008 |
Raven
Raven
I'm gonna put it to you straight Hilmar.
She smoked when you got with her, you knew that.
Asking someone to quit smoking for you is unacceptable.
Smoking is part of who she is therefore you tried to change her.
And as for manipulation, it was you doing it to her not the other way around.
Telling her it's over if she smokes is emotional blackmail.
If a guy likes me but he doesn't want me to smoke, then I'm afraid it's tough shit. His loss, not mine.
How would you like it if she hated guitars and wanted you to stop playing otherwise she'd dump you? It's not fair to do that to people Hilmar.
If someone is themself when you meet them, you know what you're getting yourself into. You are who you are and I, personally am not willing to change for anyone.
Smoking is an addiction that is very very hard to break. You can't understand it unless you smoke yourself. The only way you will ever quit successfully, is if you do it for yourself, not because someone else blackmails you.
Not having a go at you kid, I never would, just trying to give you some insight from a smoker.
Her 'fuck you' attitude was just simply a defence mechanism, not an representation of her feelings for you.
Relationships are all about comprimise, not telling eachother what to do.
Don't just write her off Hilmar. She obviously loves you to not smoke for 10 weeks which is a hell of a long time to go without a fag!
Please take on board what I've said and try to work things out if that's what you want to do.
She smoked when you got with her, you knew that.
Asking someone to quit smoking for you is unacceptable.
Smoking is part of who she is therefore you tried to change her.
And as for manipulation, it was you doing it to her not the other way around.
Telling her it's over if she smokes is emotional blackmail.
If a guy likes me but he doesn't want me to smoke, then I'm afraid it's tough shit. His loss, not mine.
How would you like it if she hated guitars and wanted you to stop playing otherwise she'd dump you? It's not fair to do that to people Hilmar.
If someone is themself when you meet them, you know what you're getting yourself into. You are who you are and I, personally am not willing to change for anyone.
Smoking is an addiction that is very very hard to break. You can't understand it unless you smoke yourself. The only way you will ever quit successfully, is if you do it for yourself, not because someone else blackmails you.
Not having a go at you kid, I never would, just trying to give you some insight from a smoker.
Her 'fuck you' attitude was just simply a defence mechanism, not an representation of her feelings for you.
Relationships are all about comprimise, not telling eachother what to do.
Don't just write her off Hilmar. She obviously loves you to not smoke for 10 weeks which is a hell of a long time to go without a fag!
Please take on board what I've said and try to work things out if that's what you want to do.
April 29, 2008 |
danni
danni
Hilmar,
Just so you know, we are all here for you.
and since you ARE asking for advice, you have to know that we may say things that you might not like, or agree with, but that is how we will help you.
i wish i could see you right now, give you a huge hug, and say everything will be fine and you will get over it.
but i cant.
and i know it may seem like no one is here for you. but we are. and you might not "get over it" for a long time, but you will. and when you do, you will see what you BOTH did wrong. cause it is not just her doing bad things, and it is not just you.
in order to have a fight you both have to contribute to it. (that could be said the same about a relationship.)
just know, that as a friend, i am here for you to rant at, to scream or yell your guts out at and and to vent any emotions to.
cause if you keep them inside like i have done, you will regret it when the time comes for you to talk about your feelings and you cant.
no matter how you act towards me, im always here.
even when i say im gonna kill myself, i wont cause i wouldnt do that to ANYONE on here.
i hope you are doing better.
PLEASE update us on what is going on.
*hugs*
*hugs*
*hugs*
from your friend,
Xemotional oneX
also known as: Robin Rittinger
Just so you know, we are all here for you.
and since you ARE asking for advice, you have to know that we may say things that you might not like, or agree with, but that is how we will help you.
i wish i could see you right now, give you a huge hug, and say everything will be fine and you will get over it.
but i cant.
and i know it may seem like no one is here for you. but we are. and you might not "get over it" for a long time, but you will. and when you do, you will see what you BOTH did wrong. cause it is not just her doing bad things, and it is not just you.
in order to have a fight you both have to contribute to it. (that could be said the same about a relationship.)
just know, that as a friend, i am here for you to rant at, to scream or yell your guts out at and and to vent any emotions to.
cause if you keep them inside like i have done, you will regret it when the time comes for you to talk about your feelings and you cant.
no matter how you act towards me, im always here.
even when i say im gonna kill myself, i wont cause i wouldnt do that to ANYONE on here.
i hope you are doing better.
PLEASE update us on what is going on.
*hugs*
*hugs*
*hugs*
from your friend,
Xemotional oneX
also known as: Robin Rittinger
April 29, 2008 |
Xemotional oneX
Xemotional oneX
danni, I know a lot about smoking... I was a smoker for 4 years... I quit for my best friend...
I just didn't want her to smoke, I told her in the beginning: "I don't like smoking, but you choose whatever to do"
I didn't make her quit for me, she decided to.
She chose to change herself for me.
And she did... And I was amazed she'd ever do that.
And I never told her to quit smoking or else I'd dump her, she's the one who swore on the relationship...
And the "fuck you" attitude is something she's had for a while now, she says it everytime I say something she doesn't like to hear.
And she often hits me aswell...
Just like Tale did...
I never wanted it to end, but she's been acting like she wanted to for a long while...
then she did...
Then she regretted...
It's Tale all over again...
Exept this girl is atually nice on the bottom, though growing more manipulative and controlling over me...
Me, the weakling I am, just follows her lead...
Just to make her happy, the last 12 weeks I've spent over 9000 kr on her, (around £700...)
but she just seems so ungrateful...
I've spent so much time at her place, the institution is shrinking my freedom...
Yet she allways complain about me not putting enough effort into seeing her, as if I don't care enough...
I've never put so much effort in a relationship before ever!
It's tiring me out...
the only one more demanding was Tale, she acctually wore me out so badly I was this close | | to killing myself...
And that was before we got together...
Why can't I find non-bipolar disordered girlfriends?
I just didn't want her to smoke, I told her in the beginning: "I don't like smoking, but you choose whatever to do"
I didn't make her quit for me, she decided to.
She chose to change herself for me.
And she did... And I was amazed she'd ever do that.
And I never told her to quit smoking or else I'd dump her, she's the one who swore on the relationship...
And the "fuck you" attitude is something she's had for a while now, she says it everytime I say something she doesn't like to hear.
And she often hits me aswell...
Just like Tale did...
I never wanted it to end, but she's been acting like she wanted to for a long while...
then she did...
Then she regretted...
It's Tale all over again...
Exept this girl is atually nice on the bottom, though growing more manipulative and controlling over me...
Me, the weakling I am, just follows her lead...
Just to make her happy, the last 12 weeks I've spent over 9000 kr on her, (around £700...)
but she just seems so ungrateful...
I've spent so much time at her place, the institution is shrinking my freedom...
Yet she allways complain about me not putting enough effort into seeing her, as if I don't care enough...
I've never put so much effort in a relationship before ever!
It's tiring me out...
the only one more demanding was Tale, she acctually wore me out so badly I was this close | | to killing myself...
And that was before we got together...
Why can't I find non-bipolar disordered girlfriends?
April 29, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
Well, first of all Hilmar, I have Bipolar so I don't really appeciate that last comment as you have done what you always rant about which is stereotyped us. I'm nothing like that. I'm just a normal person who gets ups and down like everyone else but they're more severe, require medication and I can't just 'snap out of it'.
Second, you didn't tell us that she is a bitch. Don't you EVER EVER stand for physical abuse from ANYONE. Just because it's a woman hitting a man, doesn't mean it shouldn't be taken seriously.
Please please don't spend that kind of money on a girl until you know them well enough as it seems like all the nice things you've done for her were just wasted as she obviously didn't appreciate them.
I wasn't having a go at you, you know I wasn't. I love you and I'll always stand up for you but why oh why didn't you tell us all the horrible shit she's done to you?
If she has a 'fuck you' attitude ALL the time, then she's too immature to deal with criticism.
She shouldn't have swore down on your relationship when she knew there was every chance she might give in to temptation.
Your first post kinda made it sound like you had asked her to not smoke. I apologise for jumping to the wrong conclusion. Although that was my opinion and everyone's entitled to one.
Right, now all that's out the way, you need to look after yourself more. You're getting taken advantage of because of your kind nature. Girls like her give us a bad name. MOST girls would love all the sweet fuss and really appreciate it. It's a shame that you've been treated like that in a few relationships as you'll start thinking it will always be the same for you. But it won't ya know. One day you'll find a lovely girl who will be as good to you as you are to her.
Second, you didn't tell us that she is a bitch. Don't you EVER EVER stand for physical abuse from ANYONE. Just because it's a woman hitting a man, doesn't mean it shouldn't be taken seriously.
Please please don't spend that kind of money on a girl until you know them well enough as it seems like all the nice things you've done for her were just wasted as she obviously didn't appreciate them.
I wasn't having a go at you, you know I wasn't. I love you and I'll always stand up for you but why oh why didn't you tell us all the horrible shit she's done to you?
If she has a 'fuck you' attitude ALL the time, then she's too immature to deal with criticism.
She shouldn't have swore down on your relationship when she knew there was every chance she might give in to temptation.
Your first post kinda made it sound like you had asked her to not smoke. I apologise for jumping to the wrong conclusion. Although that was my opinion and everyone's entitled to one.
Right, now all that's out the way, you need to look after yourself more. You're getting taken advantage of because of your kind nature. Girls like her give us a bad name. MOST girls would love all the sweet fuss and really appreciate it. It's a shame that you've been treated like that in a few relationships as you'll start thinking it will always be the same for you. But it won't ya know. One day you'll find a lovely girl who will be as good to you as you are to her.
April 30, 2008 |
danni
danni
okay,
hilmar,
i need to ask if you are certain you have told us absolutley EVERYTHING about what has been going on.
cause if you havent.
im afraid to say i wont be able to help you out much.
:(
hilmar,
i need to ask if you are certain you have told us absolutley EVERYTHING about what has been going on.
cause if you havent.
im afraid to say i wont be able to help you out much.
:(
April 30, 2008 |
Xemotional oneX
Xemotional oneX
No offence on bipolar thingy... but the last two bipolar girlfriends I had was both like this...
Well, I'm starting to beleive that I might just be a bit pissed off with her, and that it's clouding my mind...
I sendt her a text earlier, )couldn't get out of it) and told her I love her...
But I'm not sure I meant it...
But hey, not being sure is better than knowing it's a lie, right?
I don't know, Xemotional oneX, if I have told everything...
I'm just really confused at the time...
Well, I'm starting to beleive that I might just be a bit pissed off with her, and that it's clouding my mind...
I sendt her a text earlier, )couldn't get out of it) and told her I love her...
But I'm not sure I meant it...
But hey, not being sure is better than knowing it's a lie, right?
I don't know, Xemotional oneX, if I have told everything...
I'm just really confused at the time...
April 30, 2008 |
Hilmar
Hilmar
its okay,
i understand.
sometimes it is hard to get everything sorted out in your head and find out what was reality and what was fiction.
i understand.
sometimes it is hard to get everything sorted out in your head and find out what was reality and what was fiction.
April 30, 2008 |
Xemotional oneX
Xemotional oneX
Ahh young love
You know in my day
*falls asleep*
You know in my day
*falls asleep*
April 30, 2008 |
R.B.
R.B.
lmfao
nice one r.b. nice one.
oooh
tonight
i am thinking of buying suspenders
and a few new tops and a new pair of skinny's.
cause starting tomorrow
i have YC
which is a youth event
where it is concerts ALL WEEK END!!!!!!!!
YAY!
i cant wait.
so stoked!!!
nice one r.b. nice one.
oooh
tonight
i am thinking of buying suspenders
and a few new tops and a new pair of skinny's.
cause starting tomorrow
i have YC
which is a youth event
where it is concerts ALL WEEK END!!!!!!!!
YAY!
i cant wait.
so stoked!!!
May 1, 2008 |
Xemotional oneX
Xemotional oneX
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I hacked it the last night i was there, but didn't have time to do anything!
FUCK!
So much stuff happened, and my relationship is prolly ruined!
And I think I'm gonna go alcoholic for a week or 2...
And I've made loads of new friends wich I cannot get in touch with!
And all my emotions are totally wild and out of control!
And I miss watching Sonic Underground!
And I hate everything!!